Sex and Standards…

I recently started dating again. It’s been weird since it’s been like forever since I’ve actually been serious about dating anyone, I mean, I was in two sorta “relationships” that were pretty fulfilling and both have gone on basically since I recovered from giving birth, so aside from a few dates here and there, I … Continue reading Sex and Standards…

Soaring Close to the Ground

I haven’t been feeling nice lately. I’ve been lazy, directionless, procrastinating. I shouldn’t feel bad about myself. Our plans have crumbled, and I think while I’ve been feeling mopey and directionless, my brain has been running down the options to fix the situation, formulating a new path and plan, and I finally did it. I jumped. I … Continue reading Soaring Close to the Ground

The Things My Grandmother Taught Me…

Grandmother, my sister, and I would sit, snapping peas, talking, laughing on our old but nicely painted front porch on Bellhaven Road, around 1989, I believe, in the neighbourhood where I now raise my own child. It was a good neighbourhood to come back home to. I wish they could have met. I wish I … Continue reading The Things My Grandmother Taught Me…

Ode to Comfort & Misery…

Sitting here in my apartment, Feeling like a hobo, Because I haven’t bathed, In anything but despair, Which metaphorically stinks. Physically I only sorta stink. My hair isn’t looking pretty, And I waxed my moustache and got a little pimple above my lip that looks like a herpe. I don’t have herpes. It only looks … Continue reading Ode to Comfort & Misery…

Masturbating Alone…

I wonder if her neighbours can see her masturbating. I know, she shouldn’t have to wonder about that, she should be sure. I’m pretty sure it’s actually illegal for her to masturbate where people can see her, but the neighbours I’m concerned about are all the way across the street, and she’s under the blankets … Continue reading Masturbating Alone…